He is Enough

He is Enough

Monday, May 24, 2010

IMPROMPTU

Date. Yes. I had an "impromptu" date. Friday night.
I call it impromptu because it didn't start out that way.
I texted my friend oh Thursday night saying, hey our mutual friend is playing in battle of the bands tomorrow night. Wanna go? He called the next afternoon and said yeah he would love to go. When I said I didn't know how to get there and that my GPS was messing up, he said, well, I can just come pick you up. So he did, and we went to the concert area, but our friend's band wasn't going to play till 9. So we decided to go eat and maybe catch a movie. Well, he paid for my dinner, even though I was fully prepared to pay, and then we went to this beautiful bridge connected to a dam, and walked on that for a while. Then we went bowling. Well, during bowling, our friend called saying they were about to ply and we totally missed it! But we went back to the concert anyway, and voted for him, and his band got 3rd place and is moving on to the finals! So then he took me home, and helped me deal with my really bad headache the whole time. I invited him in and he said yes. My roommate and her boyfriend were there and so the four of us talked for a while, and then my "date" left; I walked him out to his car and gave him a hug and walked back inside. I told my roommie and her boyfriend about the whole night, and she asked her man, "Are you seeing what I'm seeing?" "yes" "congratulations, sweetie, you had a date tonight. "SCORE!" I like this guy. a lot.
PROBLEM: I'm supposed to be on a BOY FAST right now! And I JUST wrote a few days ago about a crush on a guy I've never met. How am I supposed to handle this? EXACTLY> give it to God. He knows exactly what's in store for me this summer. He knows what I need, and he knows whether or not that includes this guy as either just a friend or a potential date. I don't know how this guy feels right now. He may just think I'm cool to hang out with. I mean, we've known each other for 2 years and it's never been more than friends and the occasional conversation, why is now any different? I HAVE to assume nothing has changed, and he's not interested. Otherwise, I'll get my panties all up in a wad for no reason.
My point here is this: GOD IS IN CONTROL. He knows what's going to happen this summer, including everything going on with the children's ministry at my church, whether or not our program will succeed, whether or not I'll make a successful demo of myself singing, whether or not I'll be dating, how much money I'll make, the financial problems that will occur, and etc. GOD KNOWS. And my job is to trust Him. I wrote a song yesterday about God being FAITHFUL. And you know what? THE PASTOR SPOKE ON THAT VERY TOPIC! Coincidence? I think NOT!

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