Attitude of Thankfulness

At this moment, I have an attitude of thankfulness.

I'm thankful to my Savior for rescuing me from a life of sin and shame. (REALLY thankful, because I experienced it first hand, and I saw where it lead: to destruction.)
I'm thankful to my friend and first love, Jesus, for desiring an intimate relationship with me, and drawing me to himself.
I'm thankful to my Father, God, for making all things possible, and for paving my path and directing me along it.
I'm thankful to my Creator for giving me good gifts and many blessings, more than I can count.

I'm thankful to my parents for raising me to be a woman after God's own heart. I'm thankful for their advice, wisdom, and love.
I'm thankful for my sister and brother for their loyalty.
I'm thankful to my friends for their loyalty, and friendship, and care, and fun times.
I'm thankful to Jordan, my close friend, for all that has come, and all that lies ahead. May God direct our relationship. May God give us wisdom for every step. May God show his power and his might and his plan in this process. May God bless the future, and the present. May we continue to follow his perfect plan.

I'm so thankful, and joyful, and peaceful! God knows what He's doing! :)

Hey God, It's Always Better When We're Together

so yeah. It's truly always better when I'm with God. When I am working on comforming to His purpose for my life. My joy and peace are truly back. I don't have the freedom to go out and do what my flesh wants, but those things rob me of life and innocence. right now, i need sleep. i need restoration because im exhausted. like so exhausted! i need to start working on making my body have more energy each day, like exersizing! and i need to work on self control in other areas, lol.
God loves me. :)
God has a purpose for my life, and for the lives of each girl in my social club and the other social clubs. :)
I have to trust him that He knows who I'll end up with, and that they are someone God is proud of, or will be proud of when we end up together. But until then, and even afterward, I need to be seeking Him completely. Trent probably isn't the person. I have to stop looking!
God, hold me. tight. reassure me that you're never letting me go.

MY JOY IS BACK!

Ever since I told God I'm His and I'm listening and He is my direction, I've been walking toward Him and my JOY is back! It's amazing to see the glow and the peace that I now have on my face!
Today was weird, but honestly, what I need is self-discipline. I need a sense of purpose. So this blog post isn't going to be long because I have lots to do, but NO MORE coming in the room and chilling before I finish what I have to do!!!
COME ON JOY! You can do it! I was counting God's blessings earlier and it made me feel SO MUCH BETTER!
Thank you Jesus!
<3 I love you.