Hey God, It's Always Better When We're Together

so yeah. It's truly always better when I'm with God. When I am working on comforming to His purpose for my life. My joy and peace are truly back. I don't have the freedom to go out and do what my flesh wants, but those things rob me of life and innocence. right now, i need sleep. i need restoration because im exhausted. like so exhausted! i need to start working on making my body have more energy each day, like exersizing! and i need to work on self control in other areas, lol.
God loves me. :)
God has a purpose for my life, and for the lives of each girl in my social club and the other social clubs. :)
I have to trust him that He knows who I'll end up with, and that they are someone God is proud of, or will be proud of when we end up together. But until then, and even afterward, I need to be seeking Him completely. Trent probably isn't the person. I have to stop looking!
God, hold me. tight. reassure me that you're never letting me go.

MY JOY IS BACK!

Ever since I told God I'm His and I'm listening and He is my direction, I've been walking toward Him and my JOY is back! It's amazing to see the glow and the peace that I now have on my face!
Today was weird, but honestly, what I need is self-discipline. I need a sense of purpose. So this blog post isn't going to be long because I have lots to do, but NO MORE coming in the room and chilling before I finish what I have to do!!!
COME ON JOY! You can do it! I was counting God's blessings earlier and it made me feel SO MUCH BETTER!
Thank you Jesus!
<3 I love you.